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”For all the ignorent people in this  small town, for all the rumors and hurtful things that have been said in this small town, for all the wounded hearts and tears that had began in this small town, I just want to say that one day I will be out of here while your still here fucking one another, partying with the same crowd and still think your better then anyone. I’ll be out in the world doing better for myself, and trust me I will be known for something great.”

this is what goes on through my head every fucking day.

fuck small towns.

I think too much about things, I look at the people around me every day and think”they are not going to be here forever” I think about how things would be if one thing havent had to happen. I think maybe if I did not ware a certain outfit that maybe that day would of been better if it was. I smell,smells and think of my childhood and how it reflected me I get flashbacks of being in my moms arms, my yelling sister telling me to get off the phone and I smile, I like remembering the smallest things they just all add up into something more. I love remembering songs and how they made me feel that day I love being with my friends who do the unthinkable I wish I can do as much as they do Im so lucky to have friends who are weird beautiful and funny I belive in fate. I think as we were all younger we must of saw eachother in a sandbox and thought to ourselfs ”when im older im going to be her friend” or at least noticed eachother. Im in love with memories they keyword in life is just to remember.Everything can get taken away from you but that.